New tumblr, first post. It’s weird being back at tumblr, yet it feels like home. Going to be more selective on who I want to follow this time around. Really glad work was over today, but will be back tomorrow and the day after. We had our monthly meeting today, and it sucked. I don’t want to claim it, but I cannot pay attention at meetings for the life of me. Not seeing I have Adult ADD, not sure I even believe in that. My theory is that I learn differently, and I sometimes get bored easily. So at the meeting I felt so dead being there. I wanted to scream and throw the table.
I love my co workers, I respect my bosses, but I don’t love there views or there philosophies, as well as the company as a whole. I’m not there to represent myself (even though I lack at this…God is helping me per usual) and I am not there to represent even my dept. As far as I know and as far as the word of God says so, I am to represent Christ Jesus. Not only that, but it’s suffocating being there. So at the meeting I just felt like I should be in some studio or some trip taking photos. Anywhere taking photos. I can’t be there for ever. I
DISLIKE LOATHE the medical field, and the insurance/money aspect. It just gets shadier and shadier.
I’m going back to school. Someway somehow for what I want to do. Again at the meeting I just felt like, maybe the pressure was on me in this way because God knows how stubborn I can be. Like he’s cooking the fire under me to get me going. So that was today at work. I really needed to vent.
Also my dad’s been driving me a wee bit loca. I am asking God for strength, and compassion so I can honor my dad, and stop raising my voice to him. Yes, I did. SMH&facepalm. In way I am glad that I don’t live alone, because in a way my dad is preparing me for my future H. I think the one thing that I’ll miss when I get married (one day) is having the bed to myself. Nuff about that.
Was looking at some really cool tumblr layouts, but then realized that you have to pay for them?? Bummer. I’m not paying for a cool layout, unless I had my own, true domain. Later future I suppose. I guess that’s it for now. Gonna see an episode of what I like about you, and than fall asleep.
till next time